It's been 4 months already

As you can tell from the title, my husband has been gone for 4 months and for those of you keeping track that means I have about 2 more months left in this adventure. There are many things that I should be doing today, finishing cleaning out the old bills, checking the paint to see if it is still good or if I need to buy new stuff, studying for Praxis, etc... I cannot though find myself with enough drive to do any of it, oh sure I have gotten a little done, but not as much as I would have liked to as of this point in the day. Why you might ask, well it all comes down to the fact that I am really missing my husband like crazy today and what makes it all the worse is that he was supposed to call me today and he is not because he is going downtown. Mind you he has worked pretty much for 4 months straight and really deserves a day off, but talking to him today would have made me feel a lot better. Well I guess instead of whining about how I feel I should do something and with that being said let me go and finish at least one thing I started!